Wild Mother Healing
Welcome to this healing space.
Wild Mother Healing is a journal of my own healing journey as well as the journey of sharing love and grace with you as you heal in your own unique way. There is no one right way to heal. Finding your own rhythm through life and letting it lead you back to your essence is key. Remembering who you were before the world told you who to be. A reclamation.
This is a space where we don’t just survive. A space where the sacred thrives and is woven into all we do, because healing is one of the most sacred journeys we can take. In this space, I will be sharing stories, reflections, and guidance along my own healing path that I hope can help support and inform your own journey.
Healing is not linear. It is more like a spiral. Each lesson an opportunity to go deeper into your own inner landscape. This is my journey. A journey of healing, reclamation and re-wilding myself with immense grace and love. I hope to inspire you to do the same and help equip you with tools to do so in your own authentic way.
This path did not happen overnight and will continue to evolve. It’s been years of shedding skins and breaking out of boxes, some I didn’t even know I was caged in. While my story is my own, it is not uncommon and there are many keys we hold for one another. Our stories are medicine and it’s time we start sharing them as our ancestors once did around the holy fire.
The feminine is rising and it is needed on a deeply visceral level. The masculine has had its chance to lead, and we are now calling it to evolve. This is not a gender focused lesson. This is a time of collective healing for humanity and a time of integration of the feminine back into all of our stories so that we can bring unity back to this planet. Our hearts are stirring and it’s up to each of us to answer the call in our own personal way. We each have a journey specific to our unique soul codes and blueprint. How are you feeling led to heed your own soul at this time? That is where your healing journey begins.
Pondering
Image by Golden Bear Alchemy during my transformational alchemy session in 2021.
For so long, I didn’t really even understand my wholeness. I just trusted that what I felt was real and what I thought was truth. I lived reaction to reaction and felt so out of control of every part of my being so I just did more and hoped that would fix it. It did for a very long time. It was a very productive way to cope. I achieved so much and adored the accolades from others as well. People also loved it because I was convenient and helpful. A true people pleaser, the “good girl” I should be. Earning my worth.
What I didn’t understand was how disconnected from my true essence I had become. I had no idea what my intuition or my soul was because I had learned so thoroughly to shut this part of me up and just follow the expectations and guidance from the outside world. It makes sense because our intuitive soul isn’t always convenient or following of the “rules.” It’s much easier to control people who are following the rules and living in the fear of what will happen if they don’t.
As I healed, I started to understand that most of my initial reactions and responses to things were either conditioned or unconscious. Some even deeply rooted in trauma or unhealthy emotional responses. It was no wonder I felt agitated, restless, and anxious with deep attachments to my ego and fear of getting things “right.” I didn’t know where I ended and others began. I had spent my entire life trying to keep the peace and feeling so responsible for everyone and everything. As a deeply feeling empath, this was amplified times a million and as I grew up and started to individuate myself, I realized how staying stuck in this energy was slowly setting up dis-ease in my body and keeping me at a lower functioning frequency that was not sustainable.
And so, here I am continuing this healing journey every day. Choosing to honor and embody my life and sharing with you as I go. Weaving the sacred more and more into the mundane and allowing my life and my work to be a living sanctuary for all of us on this sacred journey.